SPM RESULT..!!

Disappointed yet thankful. Alhamdulillah :) Who'd have thought..thank you teachers..i've done my very best..atleast my result is better than yours..!! take a note..


AND PEOPLE..aida syafinaz lulus her addmath paper..its a very tough paper i've done..fuck addmath..and yet i hate SEJARAH.. i thought i may failed in sejarah paper..bcoz i didnt studies sejarah at all..but i got 'b' for sejarah..amazing :))


LOVE..

3 words,8 letters and im yours OR i'll just walk away

3 words and 8 letters.

that's what i need as declaration.

relationship does not happen when u just know that i love u and u love me.

u have to declare it.

i've been there when there were all the sweet memories but it all end up with no declaration.

yes,i've been there and not just once.

the funny thing is,it's like me and him had broken up even when we dont have an official relationship.

and what hurts the most is,what me and him had was real.we were like a couple but he don't have the guts to declare it.

so,i've learn my lessons.

it's either u say that 3 words,8 letters and declare it or i'll just walk away.

i'm tired of waiting for a guy who dont even have the guts to say and declare that he love or like me.

love unspoken

People always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love. But the truth is, losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting that you're special too, is equally painful.

My life is a series

- love affair -

Time leapt by..Year by year..First,a 1 years,Then a 2nd years..

I gave him 2nd chance..but i dont think its a 2nd chance..?? its thousand chance..but yet he never appreciate..making the hardest decision which felt "like cutting off my hand" it just wasn't mean to be..so i think its over..its over between us..stop saying that you love me..just do whatever you want..you love her more than you love me..you have told me..!! so yes..just go away from my life dude..you are wasting my time..i cant be someone perfect..I CANT..!! Im really sorry..and please dont you ever call me and stop bother me..please dude..i cant handle this fucking situation anymore..i just want my family and friends in my life..please understand me..you are such a fucking jerk..!! Im not that desperate..i hope u change your thoughts about me..I love you with all my heart.Try to be happy when you think of me.

If i can stop one heart from breaking.I shall not live in vain..

SHMILY,,hugged and kissed

Trip to BANDUNG :)

kakak fika im coming.. :)

THANK YOU MAMA <3>

survey

In 2009

() stayed single for the whole year
(x) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
() celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
() went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
() someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
() went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
() laughed till you peed in your pants
() visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
() cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…

(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
() slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
() given up something important to you
() lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
() got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
() had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
() went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
(x) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people