Leelou Blogs

July 12, 2011

Im so thankful that i can finally end my misery. I lowered my ego, increased my bravery and called u. Probably the best decision ive made after so many months. I am truly sorry for whatever has happend between us. We've been friends for so long and Id do anything to get back what we had during high school. But i understand, things have changed. U and i have both changed and there is no way that we can ever get that kind of friendship again. Perhaps we can, slowly. But no, im not hoping for it. I have so many questions for you. So many uncertainties but who's in a rush? Im sure my questions will be answered soon. This is just the first step for us. Im glad to hear that U wanted to actually meet me to settle things. Made me feel im not the only one who wants to get things cleared. Alhamdulillah, Thank you Allah for finally letting me break this chains that bind me. Syukur, Alhamdulillah.